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;) back to post~~

2007-10-31T18:06:00.001+08:00

it has been a long time since i last post... hee... life goes on as usual for me... work is good, family is good and my xiao pang is also very good.... :) i've been rather happy all along.... LALALA!

today is my off day and i had practically NoThing to do.. hahas.. jus had 2 service excellence feedback from customer... CM was very happy! ; ) thanks be to my GOD tt brought me through to this point where i gotta say i LOVE the life i'm having.... LOL....

recently have been quite busy too.... busy watching series.... haha... i think pple around me thinks tt i'm a series freak... anyway, no harm... it's all FOC! :p

nowadays, our family outings have been rather fun... basically there are 4 couples going out together.... papa and mama, grace and raymond, connie and alfred plus jane and james.... hee... normally the 3 guys would have to meet early and take a cab down the place we wanna go and wait for their 3 highness and the king and queen to arrive.... HAHA!! but the r/s and the ties between the 3 of them seems very good... extremely good... wherever we go, it will be 8 person going together.... so weekends are real ENJOYABLE! :0

now everyone is preparing for the taiwan trip on 23 Nov- 1 Dec... 7 of us are going... except poor freddy tt is nt joining... this is the First time xiao pang goes overseas by plane with me... ;p we are both so happy.... though xiao pang have been with us going genting, kota tinggi and different parts of malaysia... but this time is totally new experience! LOL... dunno how xiao pang and raymond will join hands to entertain us during the trip... hahas....

grace is getting married next September... plannings starts and i have been given alot of responsiblities.... but we are also looking forward to tt day cos its however the first wedding in my family.... :P

ok... tt's abt all... here are some pics... update soon~~

xiao pang's watch vs mine

mama new hair style... i brought her to perm during my off day last week... :p

this is our funny face?? LOL...

my cute xiao pang~~

this is us! :)

movies...

2007-10-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

went to watch resident evil: extinction yesterday... thrilling and got some frights during the movie... LOL~ starting of the movie i begin to drop my things on the floor! -_-" dan xiao gui~

everything went on smoothly with my work... life's normal... as time pass, look at things @ different perspective... uncle joe did send me a very cute msg not to over stressed myself... i shall take things easy now...

ok... gotta sleep... night~

update update update!!!

2007-09-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

hi all, here to update again.... let me start with the photos i took last week after worship on sunday... i promise bee not to update it, but it's really cute so this one ONLY.... the rest i dun upload le... HAHA....

are we pretty?? :P

at night, went to east coast park to have dinner... before dinner, stroll at the park, den see these sand castle so nice... so stop by to admire it cum take photos lor...

this is the largest sand castle there!

met aunty diana and uncle albert with alicia.... so coincidental... LOLZ... we had a chat after dinner and our family and bf's went to find seats to have our 'mao shan wang' mooncake... haha.. anyway, while the adults are chatting, me and bee discover a toad jumping around near our table... so..... i chase it to take photos of it... LOL...

u guys manage to spot the toad in both pics??

on tuesday, went to church for mooncake festival celebration... took this photo with hx...

follow by wednesday, i had a 'passion for work' programme whereby all the staff need to stay back and have fun together... it's really FUN~~ and alan make this flower and bear for me... it's so cute lor... i gave it to mama as a surprise... hee... :)

this month, our family favourite hang out during weekends is VIVO.... lolz... i think we went there about 3 to 4 times already during september.... haha... but is really relaxing there la... so alright lor... :D think will be going there again... cos daddy seems to love tt mall lor... dunno y!!

ok... as for today, after service, stay back for prac as usual... after prac, went to pasir ris to catch prawns and fish... haha... 'catch' dunno correct not... in chinese is 'diao xia, diao yu' lor... lolz... so, took photos too... after abt 2 to 3 hr, our results for 3 rod is 1 fish (alfred) and 2 prawns (alfred, james)... so u should know tt raymond caught nothing... HAHA... but very pleasant outing.... :D everyone had fun...

the hands of the prawn caught by bee bee...

obviously tt's me posing while fishing... LOL~

tt's bee... :)

mummy,grace and raymond fishing @ the other pond...

connie prefers sitting down there to see people fish... -_-

alfred concentrating on his fishing.. no wonder he's the winner...

the bait for the prawns... it stinks lor... LOL~

the fish caught by alfred... medium size... not bad lahz... :D

after tt, had dinner @ white sands to have dinner... and we sat down there quite a while to joke abt the encounter we had during fishing... crap alot... and thought of many ways to catch more fish next trip there which will be around 1 or 2 weeks.... :D

just reached home and start blogging already... very tired le.. wanna go bath and rest for tomorrow's training le... this week will be whole week of training... so, it's holiday time again le... yeah~~~ but after this week, i have to start real work officially le... -_- but i love it... so, go for it!!

shall stop here.... BB everybody... will be blogging again soon~~~ :p

tRaInInG dAyS aRe ReAl fUn~~ :D

2007-09-22T08:45:00.000+08:00

hihi, here to update again due to the miss ng request.... LOL...

ok, let me start off with the few days in branch before i go training on 19 sep... my 'shi fu' and my manager have so much confidence in me opening counter, so i was not lazing around like my other training mates... HAHA... i took over my 'shi fu' counter to do transaction and also she let me touch her cash... :) so happy to be trust this much...

basically, i know how to use the system and can really start le... my manager even ask me if i wanna miss training to immediately start cos he say i was already ready to work... BUT, training days are period to relax and play around with my colleagues @ OTHER branches... so who would wan to miss the 8 days 'HOLIDAY'? HAHAHA~~~ so i turn down his offer and went training on wednesday...

from wednesday to friday, im very happy to meet li ling, "jia si mi" and few others... haha.... we keep crapping and cracking jokes... den lunch all together... lunch hours=1.5hr-2hr... LOL.. cant believe it... den some more got cater tea break for us... 10.30-10.50am, 3.30-4pm.... hee....

so beside having fun and relaxing, we have the stress part too... everyday, everythin they teach gt test one... -_-" 2 test per day, some open book and some close book... but thank god, i pass all test with full marks... :p

there is one funny part for the test mark.. on thursday, one of the test must score full marks, if not u can't go home and have to resit for the test... but we are nt inform of this punishment, so after the results is out, the trainer ask who had one mistake and above... so as being honest people, some raised up their hands... and the trainer announce tt those full marks can leave but the others stay back... LOL~~ and they so stunned lor... so after being 'sabo' for first time, everyone become smart le.. yeesterday, when after test, the results out, the trainer ask again, who have one mistake and more? no one raised up their hands... HAHA~~~ den someone shouted, "pauline, do we have to resit for the test if we have mistakes?", and pauline answered no... den people started putting up their hands... LOL~~~

i love the job.. :D fun neh... :) i really thank God for taking care of me all along...

today got final prac for tomolo's worship le.... really hope tt everyone will really worship in spirit and in truth.. and through worship i pray tt God will touch each and everyone's heart to see tt wat they are doing is not for fun or anything, but is to please God...amen... :)

i"m blogging again!!!

2007-09-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

yoyo.... it had really been a long time since i last update my blog le.... :) loads of thing happen and i'm really glad tt god has really bring me through.... :)

really happy in my new job... met many cute people there and the mixture of people there is proportional... got 4 malays, loads of chinese, got many man there and also some aunties there to be like 'mama' to us.... :D

most impt of all..... loads of young pple like me down there... we buddy to go out.... and to add on, there's quite a few good looking and fit hunks down there.... ohhh.. hee... bee, dun angry k... i still love you! :D

there are 12 counters there and loads of officers... so lunch time is no longer alone le.... got alot of pple eat together at the pantry... the whole branch and backroom is so big lor... can't believe... pantry still got microwave, basin, fridge and 2 dining tables lor... so now i everyday ta bao back to eat with all my seniors le...

haha... really glad tt i move on... :D i have now more $$ and report work later plus go home earlier.... LOLZ~~~ realise tt this yr for teller to office in my new bank got 4.75 months bonus leh!!!! i really jealous lor... i dun have... :( but im happy for them... no wonder they love working so much... hahas.... nvm... next yr i WILL enjoy too le... lalala~~~

working there is really better... cos boss wun keep tracking where u r during working hours... for example, u can go take a break abt 5 to 10 min when u tired le... whereby last time in the previous job, u leave ur counter more than 3 min, pple start looking for u and chasing u out to be there at ur counter le... haiz... lolz.. im so BLESSED now!! :D

during my first week of work, update u guys tt bee took one week off to accompany me... he DID IT!!! hooray to bee bee~~~ :D hee... pple say poor bee bee, every morning wake up so early come my house go raffles with me, den during my orientation, he find his entertainment round tt area and then lunch with me... den go roam again around and wait for me, bring me home plus accompanying me till late night den go home rest.. and this becomes his routine for the past week!! hee... i say tt his blissful to have the chance to do this for me... HAHA!!! im bad!!! :D

BUT HE LOVE ME!! tt's the truth~~ haha....

really a big thank you for bee bee... i think he is more tired to be running whole day long around for me... :) this week he can't come out le... so im so sad.... :( i will wait for him to come home next week... bee, dun miss me too much le la... :p

will be going for training soon le... haiz... so sad to be leaving the branch... :( but nvm, I WILL BE BACK SOON! :D

this few weekend have been going to quite a few malls with my whole family+bf's of us ... quite fun.. :) here are some pics to update... shall update soon again~~

my last day with OCBC...

bee bee so camera shy lor... i will train him man! :D

trying to act like his a model lor... LOL~ @ VIVO

me+ mama

me+ KL

me+ bee

good tt he now know how to pose with me le!! :)

i love this art on the pillars at marina square... nice right??

after waiting me for so long around raffles, after work, bee still can smile and take pic with me while walking to suntec to eat my fav yogurt~~ hee...

bLoGgInG oNcE aGaIn~~

2007-09-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

yeah... gt too much rest this whole week... happily shaking my leg at home and of cos, accomplished loads of stuff... :)

long time since i blog le.... :) anyway, emotions keep rising... i remember one sentence tt touched me very much... "the day the child realise tt all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, the day he becomes an adult."

lessons of forgiveness.... remember yesterday morning when i was doing my devotion time, God touch me with a very simple song.... the lyrics goes "i love you, Jesus..... You heal my heart, satisfied my soul, i love you, Jesus".... out of a sudden, tears keep flowing out of my eyes... God ask me a question, "can u love those people tt sin against u?" i sobbed...

after tt, when i calmed down and was spending time with God, i'm thinking.... before i even say i love God, how can i not love people tt sin against me? ya... i forgive... but tt's real hard when the hurt is done and the wound remains unhealed to let me say tt i forgive... i'm really trying hard, Lord!

but maybe it really takes time... Lord, hold my hands tightly and bring me through! :)

monday i have to start work with my new company and am very excited abt it.... bee took a week off to be with me at work... :D

remembered he did tt for once when i was having training at OCBC... this time is a week! i think he will be rotting while waiting for me... lolz... but anyway, i love it! i love being accompanied like this by him and tt really train his patience~~ bee really love me.... i know it... thanks bee! *BLUSH*

shall upload all the photos one shot one day... lolz... cos i'm so lazy! :p

垂听祷告的神!

2007-08-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

星期二, 三, 四和五的工作都平顺的度过了~ 好期待明天的结束, 所带来的休息与新开始... :)

这星期, 经历了好几次神的同在, 祂如何垂听孩子的祈祷与回答... 星期一时, 开始问自己对所能在英语小组得到的灵粮而困扰... 这就开始了我迫切的祷告... 神似乎很快就回应, 感动传道在拜二的祷告会结束后, 与我沟通.

除了与传道分享后, 传道也赞同, 所以会帮助我们争取.... 同时也委托我带领华语部与福建部的青年敬拜团... 每月都有一次的青年敬拜赞美... 我们要克服所有困难, 学习新语言! 求神带领所安排在华语部的青年, 使他们能神合用的器皿... 让神亲自触摸他们, 感动他们投入! 原将所有的尊贵, 荣耀, 权柄, 能力都归与天父爸爸!

也祈求神同时安慰英文部的组长, 让他们看见与明白... 把一切交托吧, 因我的手或智慧也都不能做的事, 唯有神能做到... 阿们!

:)

不能说的秘密...

2007-08-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

today on MC... belle is sick again... lolz... ok... shall nt talk abt it..

nothing to do much... had lunch with mama and bee and yu yu... den bee bring yu yu play badminton + entertain the hyper cousin of mine... haha... while me and mama sleep at uncle's place... hee... :) dun say i bully bee lor.. he enjoyed being with yu yu lor... xD

meet luyi during lunch so bee and me join she and hx for movie... SECRET~~ i tell u... it's GREAT!!! nice show... LOVE IT!!! if u ask me to watch again, i'll do it... lol...

den came home with ly and hx... bee have to rush back camp le... tomolo go back slog again... haha... ok.. tt's all for today!!

buai buai~~

HaPpY bDaY dAd & 2nD sIs!

2007-08-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

hi, here to update again... ok... starting from the 18th of august...

hey hey... it was daddy's and 2nd sis bday today!! yeah... so HAPPY BDAY TO U 2~~
after work, went movie (license to wed) with bee bee... LOL... the show was damn nice and good... really... shld go catch it if u guys can... meaningful + funny...

had my worship prac abt 5pm.... i had a young talented drummer (da mei's son)... so glad tt he love to play for me for my worship lead from now onwards... :) god answered my prayer... thank you abba father... it went on smoothly and headed to marina square to see fireworks... arrived at suntec first... while papa go park, we shop there a while... met childhood churchmates there... miss AGAPE alot... the child and teenage days... :)

sisters forever~

and their boyfriends~~

fireworks were fabulous... glad to be there... manage to only take 2 pics... too crowded le... :X

random pics taken while shopping at suntec.. me and bee...

after so long, bee finally know how to pose with me le... :D

had our dinner celebration @ kenny roger... spend quite alot there... lolz... but was real fun and cosy... cos basically everyone was there.. :)

YAM SENG~~ (with orange juice??) haha...

food pic 1...

food pic part 2...

finished the food... all was very super duper full... so to encourage digestion, we take the hassle to take some photos... LOL...

male (dad's hair a bit messy -_-)

female (everyone so sweet) :)

reach home bath finish is already 1 plus le... sleep asap cos leading worship.... night...

19th August:

worship leading was great today... learn from the pastor wat is "proscanal" which means kissing god face to face through worship... :) tt's how the pastor comment abt my worship... GLORY BE TO GOD!~~

@ church carpark... nothing better to do... so we take photos~ ah ha...

will have a dinner @ TONG LE (famous restaurant) in orchard parade hotel... the place where my eldest sis might be holding her wedding at next september....

taken @ the carpark of the hotel while raymond was parking the car... hee...

attempt to ... lolz... motion leh...

after tt...

we love B/W! xD

the food there is superb... try and u'll love it... 10 person went and ALL was very satisfied with the food... great food i must say... yummy~~ here are the pics for dinner...

the special menu for the dinner

start off with a glass of fresh orange juice

1st dish: tempura, yam roll, duck, suckling pig and jap jelly platter

2nd dish: shark fin with crab meat and scallop

3rd dish: steamed prawns, scallops and veg with XO sauce

4th dish: hong kong style fish

5th dish: steamed mushroom with spinach beancurd

6th dish: crispy chicken with red wine sauce

7th dish: lotus rice with eight treasure

last dish: ginko yam paste

after all these... im so FULL!!! so went to the toilet and found out tt the toilet also damn nice and class lor... so decided to pose again.... LOL~

guess u guys might be laughing at me now so i show this face lor.... -_-" hee...
tired le... think my nails also drying up le... going to my dreamland le... :D
tata~

iN tHe ArMs Of LoVe~~

2007-08-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was quite a fine day except the part tt i'm down with my nose block again! haiz... for so many years le... i got used to it le... haha... despite of tt, i went to the worship cum singing class... lolz.... the whole lesson was very funny... can't help it to laugh through the lesson... LOL...

the teacher was like... come on class, take a deep breathe in, lock it in ur stomach, use ur nose to fill ur head with air and den goes AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ EEEE~~~~~~~~ HEI~~~~~~~~~~~~~
:D buai tahan lor... some more tell us to produce it from the nose upper part.. teach us abt the structure of the face... seems like a bio class lehz... Hee Hee Hee...

dun blame me for being bad by laughing... alot of aunties and uncles laugh with me too lor... hahas..
it's true i tell u... after the lesson still got some snacks and den we went home le... happily fall asleep cos today no work... :)

it's friday morning... woke up nt tt late cos still need to help out in house chores... so after finishing the work, sit down in front of com to prepare for the ppt slides for this sunday's worship... design a new layout so took me half a day to finish 5 songs... mama keep complaining tt i took so long... lol...

out of a sudden, someone hit the door... i was still wondering who is it... den i saw a very very familiar face at the door... was quite shocked... lolz... guess who is it???

IT"S BEE BEE!!! with 2 big bags... he never go home.... come straight to my hse to give me a big surprise... haha... so happy... thanks bee for ur effort... i cooked maggie mee for bee to eat cos he keep pestering me to cook... -_-" the mee was nice lor.. tt shut his mouth.. lol...

at night me, bee, pa and ma went out for dinner... had prata... papa's favourite cos papa bday and KL bday tomolo lor.. i and ma had the holick dinosaur.... haha... so shiok leh... till now very tired... met my colleague at the makan place... hee...

hx is moody right now... sorry tt i can't have much time to console him... cos the dinner...
to hx: dun emo le.. look ahead and move on... look around u, u've so many frens tt are there for u~~ JIA YOU k... :) cheers...

night night everyone! xD *yawnz

bE sTrOnG n HoLd On!!!

2007-08-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

here are some updates on the photos taken during the past week.... lol...

@ suntec on sat....

meet for dinner on friday.. @ pizza hut~~

my new hp pouch.. love it!

bad bad me taking pics during sermon to see the time...
y sermon nt yet end?? haha~~

went to tam mall for lunch... my thum bleed... sob...
(bee, u dunno right.. i never tell u!) ;P

Astro boy's dAY For me and ben on sunday...
bought it on sat @ marina sq...

look at ben's face lor... quite a long face he had! :O

farewell to my staff pass~~

today was quite a fare day... mood was rather normal (not high leh... :] ) but met up with some unlucky stuffs... in the morning, walk to work, half way through, it starts to rain... ahhh... go all the way back to the bus stop take bus... den realise tt ez link forget top up! pay more in the end... bad... :(

had lunch with hx during break time...

end day balancing was difficult... first extra $2000 plus... den after some correction, short $300 plus... den after some mistakes, finally balanced!!! lolz... long story in between~~ voucher balancing short one again.. den i so angry and HACK care! hahas... oops... tt's so bad of me.. but... no choice~~ lolz...

problems keep arising... den one stupid officer go do some wrong transaction and in the end accidentally key into my ID and i can't go home until the problem solved! bad... :( lucky didn't drag too long...

did some complaining... but still praise and thank god for everything~~:D

7 days to go for the golden handshake with OC and into the arms of..... pray for everything tt is waiting for me ahead~~ and god will lead me through! I BELIEVE... night~ xixi...

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2007-08-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

wow... so many things to blog... but jus wanna keep it short... cos i really sooooo.... TIRED!

ok.. sunday, went to church... around 6 meet ben and hx at tam mall for a while cos parents going down to buy phone.. yaya... chat a bit... took some photos... lazy to upload... wait for my off day ba.. hee...

on monday, after work, meet ben and hx again to walk walk a while... cos hx wanna buy pencil box.. :) bought one billabong one.. $$ fly fly.. lolz.... ok.. both sunday and monday night went to lesson... was a meaningful one wor.. yeah~~ caught something there.... anyway, work is good on monday... cos i in very good mood!! haha... :D

so today, HR called to put the exit interview earlier today.. so i agreed and went down at 5pm... hx accompany me go lor... waited for me at BK and i came down in abt half hour time... he sat there do HW + get disgusted by the mans sitting bside him talking abt disgusting issues... yeah... haha... went back to tam mall meet ben and eat dinner tgt... yaya...

then ben went movie with kenneth and some pple.... me and hx jus walk walk den decide if we are going for a movie again with ben and LY~~ lolz... yaya... head back home at 8 plus... tired le... *yawnz.... BB!!

iT's AnOtHEr DaY....

2007-08-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

okies... today is saturday. saturday is a weekend. weekend is a day to work cum play. so i did went to work and in the afternoon, went to walk walk slack around @ city hall area with lynn, ben, hx, ly, mel... yeah...

schedule goes like this.. met ben at first at tam mrt station.... took mrt to meet lynn @ aljunied... lynn board the mrt and then went straight to city hall.. alighted... went for lunch @ kenny rogers... shared with lynn for a set as i jus had FF from branch.. hahas... (FF=free food)

after tt went to suntec look for the sweet shop BON BON... bought some sour stuffs there to eat... ya... did a MAKEOVER dressing for lynn ng... when she dressed up is like so nice lor.. but she dun wan... took a photo when i force her to... with her face like ah ma like tt... LOL!!! this gal arz~~~

slack around den came hx, ly and mel... to have fun, we joined the Q to enter the fountain of WEALTH and walk abt 3 rounds.... make ourselves wet only.. was quite interesting though...

by then everyone's leg is like aching le.. so mel and ly suggested to sit down have some ice cream @ new zealand.... (*thanks to hx for treating me eat ice cream)... :) so we manage to get 4 seats + 2 seats (when we try our best to signal the person beside tt we short of 2 seats... he really leave!! lol... ) we're so bad... took photos, crack jokes and rest there...

till 6 like tt, went back marina square to walk walk... had dinner again @ KFC... keep eating lor... so fattening... ah!!! go on DIET le!! haha... any use anot?? -_-" dunno leh... try lor... hee...

ok.. lynn, hx, ly and mel set off to VCH le... so me and ben went home together by mrt again.. but we go astro boy's shop shop quite a while den each of us bought one shirt... shall wear tomolo... lolz... ben, is our astro DAY~~ haha... ben still accompany me to check out my fake lashes all these stuffs.. lol... after all tt, HOME SWEET HOME!!

ya... on the way home met my ex churchmates cum my childhood frens whom i grow up with... TEO LAY KUAN~~ and her sis... see her, miss agape too... all those teenage days... :'(

ok... shall go emo now le... as for the photos tt we took today, must wait until ben, lynn blog first den take from them... i think every one got some pics leh... haha.. see ya... BB!

wAd I wAn??? I'm LoSt... -_-"

2007-08-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

today, i dunno wad happen to me.... i've got MC again... can anyone tell me wat's wrong with me?? i told bee tt maybe i need to see a psychologist for this... -_-"

bee consoled me but i know, there's really a big problem in me.. going to pray hard for healing le... basically slept the whole afternoon long and went out only at 6 plus when hx came to meet me... went to church first to wait for ms wee (if she's coming along)... in the end, we took 291 from church bus stop... jus the 2 of us as ms wee didn't manage to get herself out... lol.. waste time only... :p

took the picture of the poor injured cat (ah girl):

poor cat stoning there...

she dao me leh... lolz...

meet ben @ tampines mall abt 7 like tt... planned to watch movie again... but guess wad? all selling fast with no good seats... so might as well, EAT!! lol... ate pizza hut... tried the new cheese pizza fondue... quite nice but a little too much... haha.. den went walk walk all the way lor...

as HX went to the toilet for business, me and ben jus take some pics lor... so boring anywayz...

wad a pose!! disfigured... lolz...

ben and me... he's smiling for the toothpaste advertisement... xD

after tt, went best denki play with laptops, com and watch movie... move on to METRO last day sale.. bought a set of bedsheets... cute one leh... $109 sell at $38.90 only... bought one... ya.. bought a new HP casing also... piglet one... very nice.. my favourite colour and character... hee.. quite contented... :)

took bus back with hx... reach home 10pm.. lolz... quite tired again... old le... haiz... X(
ok... go bath and have an early night le.. going back to work tomolo... (for 2 hours only)... haha...
BB!!! :D

HaPpY biRtHdAy SiNgApOrE, mY hOmE~~

2007-08-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

okies... my turn to wish my beautiful home, the lion city, a great beloved birthday!!

today is a total tiring day and also very bored... attend lesson from 9am-6pm.... but i love the worship part tt makes me awake~~ hee... bad bad gal...

hanging around st. andrew village there... lolz... ulu ayam place.. anyway, took some pictures around the church there~~

me and mum @ resting area

the cute baby tt caught my attention and keep me awake~~ lolz..

grace and I after toilet break.. finally felt released~~ hoo~

poor dad and mum be our maid.. take so many things... haha...

ok... some pictures tt i take yesterday night...

daddy so funny, during lesson go draw his leg until like this...
i manage to saw it when i was lazing at papa 'n' mama's bed~~

the end of my update!!! thanks for there for me!! :)

pEaCeFuL dAYs~~

2007-08-08T10:32:00.000+08:00

7th of august had been a very peaceful day for me.. enjoyed work cos of me fellow lovely colleagues... hee.. i even took some photos with them while poor linda have to report to HQ of the shortage of a few hundred dollars... photos as follows:

me and dear flower... (dote on me alot) xD

maymay and me~~ (new cute TBO)

ok, well.. at night went to pastor zhang's lesson... so excited and happy to see ci min, zan zan and all those kids in spore... they must have a tired journey... and took leave from school @ taiwan... they are still playing so well in worship and well done man.. they've been my inspiration in worship... lolz.. but god is my main focus and my strength... :) went for dinner only at 11 @ our family dining choice - 85 market.... haha... went home and batt just die off le... hee..

woke up late in the morning.. (8th AUgust le la) cos today is my official OFF DAY!! lolz... so happy leh... ok.. after i open my eyes, i've been i fornt of the laptop to update my blog le... haha... ok.. go eat ready to go out le... BYE~~ see ya...

time 4 UPDATES!!!

2007-08-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

hihi.... here to update le... erm.... where should i start?? so long no update le... lolz... oops... lazy me...

ok.. thursday spend whole day with bee bee... took photos... and bee spend loads of time with the bad girl tt she have... who is always nt happy and satisfy abt him... i'm sorry bee... from now on, i'll be ur good girl k.. :p anyway, bee took leave to go taiwan with me and family to taiwan le... hee... happy wor... finally a long trip together... ok... photos bee took with bei...

look like mama right??

y u look like tt? -_-

dunno how to smile... haha

sun too bright le... tired**

on saturday, bee went to SOP with me.. and also my family lahz... enjoy the woship there... had a very very great night @ the church... :D bought their latest 2 albums this year.... songs were so nice and touching.... going to lead one of them during my next lead.... :) the musicians are marvellous lor... the drummer play so well tt the whole congregation starting jumping and enjoying the beat of the worship song... love it man!! :) no photos allow there... manage to get some lor...

mama so happy there lor... :D

love their design for the CD this yr... so sweet~

the team on stage... from USA... can't see much... :(

sunday went to WWW~~ so fun... hee... first time go with family and bee... haha... heng no sunburn... cos i apply lots lots lots of sunblock... learn from previous experience... haha... photos from there.. can;t take much cos we're playing water and my precious phone is in my bag in the locker in WWW... lolz... trying to be funny...

he really look like a clown isn't it? haha

ok... gotta go... gotta sing lullaby to bee cos he jus called to ask me sing for him and also to call my dear friends soon to update myself more on the happennings... lolz... BB!!

wHeN i'M pIsSeD....

2007-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

july 31st's work has been really unhappy for me... the place is hell for everyone except for 2 of them.. shall not comment abt this 2 person, if not all the bad words will flow out of my mouth like wad i did yesterday... jus really dun feel like working there anymore... wan to get out of tt place ASAP... yup... aunty cynthia couldn't take it and actually PON work yesterday... so SURPRISING~~ anyway, the 2 person is to be blame... yup...

they stepped so hard on my tail tt woke the long hibernating tigress anger in me tt i retaliate by taking MC for today... but dunno y, maybe i really weak... the doctor ask me to rest for 2 days!! lolz... haha... good lor... ya.. take a rest...

went orchard to shop... at first thought i will spend a bomb. but... in the end saw nothing i wan and like so jus bought a handbag with the 20% voucher.. feel so wasted.. but nvm... ya...

i was a nasty cm to dorothy perkins staff... yes i do... cos yesterday really pissed by work so feel so sorry for the sales staff... anyway, in this world, if u dun flare up, no one will ever get things done for u... hee... tt's the theory i've experienced these years working.... lolz..

tomorrow's another day... ya.. dunno wad to do and how to spend the time... so.. just wait and see ba... :)

BuSy WeEkEnDs (^_^)

2007-07-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

hee... 3 days to blog abt le... might be a long and with loads of pics one.... -_-"

start with saturday.... erm... went to uncle pee hock's church wedding + wedding dinner @ the Continental Hotel (bugis there lor)... during both ceremony and dinner, they keep telling the love story and the marriage of uncle pee hock and his late wife (esther). So touching tt whenever i recall it, tears jus flow out of my eyes.... wat i can say is tt, uncle pee hock is a GREAT man! i mean it and i hope to be able to have a man like him... :)

was a tiring day and i didn't have my nap at all... -_- no wonder i am sooooo damn tired today (monday)!!! lolz.... after church ceremony chatted with joshua and lynn for almost 3 hours... haha... all so big mouth... :p headed home abt 4 to prepare for the dinner... lalala~~ put my fake lashes on again... haha....

pics on tt day (on the car + hotel continental + @home):

i love black and white....

*grumpy*

ok.. back to norm.. smile ^_^

take 1

take 2

take 3

act PIG!!!

aunty diana + me

da mei + xiao mei

me + lao dou

the "UNCLE" gang... lolz

da ge wor... act james bond.. -_-

shy uncle jian cheng + extra behind wanna fall on him... :p

eat half way see papa got white hair.. saw it??

drunk da ge... face soooo red~~

y r u still looking at me???

reach home at 12 like tt... tired tired... exhausted! morning promised lynn to go visit them @ 930am service... haiz... will climb out from bed no matter wat.... :]

sunday le wor.. went to service in the morning, was late ... :p but k la... still can see 85% of it... :) well done guys!! went up to chinese service at 1130 and suddenly emo le... dun feel like going out with them le... oops.. anyway, can't push it away and so went to marina square eat, play and act.. lolz... as usual when we're out... haha.. :D

was fun though... walked home with hx and chatted for nearly 2 hours lor... nice chatting ya... reach home around 11pm!!! tired... dying le lor... lolz... sleep at 12 plus... cannot tahan already!

it was monday morning... monday BLUES... drag myself to work and survive a day.. nothing much happen and after work, went to have my fringe cut... finally!!! have been wanting to cut since last week.. no time... hee.... and i look like tt now.. pls dun laugh.... :(

nice anot?? -_-

ok... tt's all! finally finished such a long post... lolz... shall update soon ya.... lalala~~~

feelings....

2007-07-28T07:57:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SHITTY NOW!! shall not comment on those pple now in case i dirty my mouth....

TeNdEr|nG rEs|gNaT|oN~~

2007-07-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

yeah... finally i decide to blog again... hee.. happy right? excited right?

I PON WORK FOR 2 DAYS~~ SO HAPPY!!!

ok... start from tuesday... went to sign my appointment letter and went for a free full body check up... yaya... so it's quite a boring day!!

on wednesday, met dear lan lan in the morning, went to lunch at a korean restaurant.. cheap, nice and filling.... hee... the waiter there so helpful, even volunteer to take picture for us.. lolz... so pai seh... like kukoo lor... but nvm, its interesting~~

the pic tt the waiter volunteer to take for us...

the complimentary dishes.. damn nice lor~~

our love ice lemon tea~~

after lunch, went kinokuniya with lan lan cos somebody wans to buy comics for her "LAO GONG" lor... on the other hand say he like this like tt... and den speak to him so gentle and also say lao gong here and there.. haha.. WOMAN~~ found some interesting books there..

after lunch, went to our favourite kbox and sang from 2pm to 7 pm... hee... so shiok leh.. remind me abt the past and also recall so many songs tt i love so much... haha... but no pics there.. so sad... :( cos too engrossed in singing!! lalala~~~ anyway, the lighting there also very dark there lor... ok... some more random pics as follows:

ok... now for thursday... this morning reached office to tender resignation... so scared and everything was like so tensed lor... manager nag and ask for the reason of leaving... and of cos i insisted on leaving and golden handshake with OCBC le... hee... one month to go before the real goodbye! so i'll just hang on~~ erm... after the resignation, some colleagues not happy and some happy for me... i dun quite care also... haha... i'm leaving anyway~~ na ni na ni pu pu!! LOLz.... the mad dog stopped barking and the black face officer stop some of her nonsense le... everything was quite peaceful with me...

thanks god for everything.. he's the one who is behind me!! yeah~ everything is gonna start at another fresh new phrase for me and i'm preparing to chanllenge it... here my laughter and my joy comes back... u guys miss it bahz... hehe.. be prepare for the thunder roaring laughter and the earthquake like presence of me~~~ HAHA...

ok... let's stop for now.... shall update u guys tomorrow probably after my haircut ba.... see ya~~ :D

| sHuT mY dOoR...

2007-07-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

i decide to desert my precious blog for days... wanna take a break le... things crop up and i'm struggling to stay alive... ya... i am... the suffocating feeling is haunting me... my door had been shut down le.. so i'll jus live life peacefully right now.. and like wad hx say, god will lead me through... and i believe tt yes, memories will fade and everything is gonna be fine... i will tend to forget somethings today, forget some tomorrow and finally one day, i can't recall a thing.. right?? no pics - no mood.. sorry... tired.. bye!

La la la~~~

2007-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

nothing much special to blog today... it's jus another day without much emo... lolz... isn't it good?? haha... peacefully~~ but anyway, receive quite a number of prank calls whereby the caller calls and when i pick up and say "hello", den the other end put down... very fun eh?

anywayz, hack care lahz... if u wan to call and chat, u're most welcome... but if u r jus out to make fun or anything, jus go off ba... haha... :D

ok.. leading this sunday.. gonna to do the powerpoint and prepare the song sheets.. shall stop here.. look forward to the pics this weekend.. will try my best to take as many as i can.. haha... simply love taking photos...

TATA!!

LeTTinG gO...

2007-07-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

everything just went so smooth today.... and i deeply felt tt god really loves me to the core.. it has only been one day tt the job get back to me, I GOT IT!!! with my dream rank as an officer and also the $$...

this morning, bee pick me up to work.. went mac for breakfast and during lunch, he came too... i'm so delighted to see his effort.. and things kind of change at night... bee called while heading back to camp tt his going out with his friends (whom i dun like him to hang around with cos always overnight and drink!) tomorrow... i was like -_-" nt again...

i suddenly feel tt every promises tt bee made is like meant to be break.... and recall all the details during the unpleasant past... it has really been a nightmare to me.. looking back or jus the thought of it just bring the tears flowing out of my eyes... the sufferings we both went through becos of such issue... i really dun wish to have the history to repeat itself... how???

letting go ever crossed my mind... but its jus hard to let go of the long run r/s tt is already 6 years... ya... indeed.. sobx... LETTING GO... maybe one day when my heart really die and everything from bee doesn't hurt anymore, jus go numb...

as for now, my heart is only beating slower and slower... problems keep arising between us and it seems like bee no longer gives me the really secured feeling.. the msg he sent is something like this : "u jus wan me to suffer, right?" "i'm like living in a jail life.. i rather stay in camp cos there is more freedom than i'm out of camp" (meaning by my side)... :'(

i admit tt i'm very possesive.. and when it's mine, it's MINE!! i can't tolerate any nonsense and i really hate it... bee makes me feel like he's a robot, and i'm the controller... and the robot is now going to breakdown due to the massive order and pressure given by the controller... but i'm wad i'm... i tried to control myself... and tt's the best i can do.. jus tt bee doesn't give a damn and jus ignore me as a ridiculous and difficult person... *cries*

when can bee really understand? when can he realise wad i'm going through? letting go is the most unwanted thing i'll ever do... it's hard.. getting harder and harder...

cHo|cEs |n LiFe...

2007-07-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

today was early for work too.. yeah, so i stroll there... and yup.. met mad LINDA and i was like la la la~~~ bark the whole day at me.... and i was hack care.. that's my choice... TO IGNORE! lolz... so i happily pass my day like tt.. hee.. :D

this afternoon, mum and sis came to visit me @ the branch and went for lunch (HANS).... xixi... went home 6 sharp.. and everybody was like so jealous to see me leave... hahas.. i work fast and smart.. tt's y... lolz..

today bee is out le~~~ yes... no longer lonely and sianz... haha... most importantly, bee came to visit me at my house too!!! haha... so happy... someone will be there when i nag abt the mad dog LINDA... haha... i'm bad in calling her this name.. but i think she certainly deserve this rank! LOLZ.. tt's wad happen when u step into BELLE's protected territory.. haha..

didn't take any photos these few days... cos its weekday~~ nvm... wait for tomorrow... going have a photo spree~~ hee.. okok... byez****

UnCeRtA|nT|eS...

2007-07-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

today is such a busy day for me. though no work, woke up @ 7 plus to go print documents for my interview in the afternoon... and went back to TP to get my cert so as to have a complete set of documents.

interview wasn't tt good.. the interviewers are so unfriendly... so i wonder if i would get it... anyway, there isn't smooth sailing all the way... so, i just wait for any news lor... but after they told me abt the plans for the position, i also don't really like.. wat to do now??? so lost... haiz, so i choose not to think about anything else le.. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after the interview, i ate loads of things... and came home to SLEEP! my favourite past time. lolz... till now... just waiting for the time to come and doze off.... (sounds like a pig) haha... :D

wAd A dAy...

2007-07-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sian.. work is boring.. customer is always asking endless question tt makes u vomit blood! this morning woke up too early, so walk instead of taking a bus to work.. left work place @ 6 sharp and walk back again... and all i did for today is jus walking~~~

finally came back home and found some entertainment by chatting aka 'crapping' online... hahas..

but.............. bee always seems so busy to me.. morning call him, he say busy and put down.. no msg or call from him till lunch time i called again.. this time round, his working on something + playing a fool with his fren while talking to me... tt wasn't enjoyable at all! chat for 5 min, he say he busy and put down again but this time round, promised to call back... and he did, but the conversation lasted 2 min.. msged him round 5 plus, he managed to reply after half an hour.. :(
haiz... after a few msg, no more news le... till i msg him again at 9 plus... no reply till 10 plus he called.. i wonder wad makes him tt busy?? sobx... i'm just like an item he left on the shelves...

i never answer his call... cos it's always till i throw some temper den he will start to care.. why??
so sad... :'( so... jus let the tears roll down my cheeks and let them bring me to sleep ba... night!

i love this song by maria carey... and let it accompany me tonight... :'(

No I can't forget this evening

Or your face as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way The story goes

You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow

When I think of all my sorrow

When I had you there But then I let you go

And now it's only fair That I should let you know What you should know

I can't live If living is without you

I can't live I can't give anymore

I can't live If living is without you

I can't give I can't give anymore

Well I can't forget this evening

Or your face as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way The story goes

You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows

I can't live If living is without you

I can't live I can't give any more

I can't live If living is without you

I can't give I can't give anymore

15th JuLy...

2007-07-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

ok, try out my new 'fake lashes' tt attracts so many attention +comments... LoLz..

how is it? really fake? :X

Haha.. no matter wad.. i'm happy abt it. after service, due to the sudden cancel of ATM, went to tampines mall to have our own outing (ben,lynn,hx,eugene and me)... hee.. took neos (posted at lynn's and hx's blog le, so lazy to post it le :p), have lunch and had the 'drifting' session @ arcade.. went home with eugene around 5 plus and head for airport to send my brother-in-law off to england+germany for work... hahas... there goes some photos taken:

went to penny's father funeral right after the send off till 11pm... so tired for the day... zzzZZZ.. still having my sore throat and flu, but can't believe i still so active... hee..

2 more photos from my birthday celebration... and tt's abt all... yawnz... Night night~~ :)

21st B||2tHdAy !

2007-07-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

here are the photos taken @ my 21st birthday party held at NTUC chalet on the 1st of July~~

elva (anna's daughter) + me

the 4 "gossipers"

family + 2nd uncle family (daddy side)

me + mama + papa

da ge (joe) + papa,mama + me

my birthday cake~~

my guests...

whole family!

cute princess Reina***

my presents... (- ang pow)

got an unforgettable party and really thankful to those who came (more than i expected).. :D thank GOD for blessing me so much all these years! Grateful for all the things in my life!

BeGiNn|nG oF Be||e's St0rY~~

2007-07-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

hi folks! so happy to join the bloggers pool... all thanks to my one and only
beloved dear... once again, thanks for everything!

ok, lemme start with sharing my job today... was down with flu + sore throat,
but still managed to crawl to work.. lolz.. while attending to one customer, it's
so kind of her to offer a packet of tissue.. tt really make my day! den came bee's
msg telling me tt he's ill too.. ke lian cong... same with me..

after work go home and rest till the next moment i open my eyes is already 5 plus
le... about 2pm bee told me he go sleep till 7 still never call or msg me...
*angry* but he finally called @ 7 plus after i spike him with an sms... haha..

got tricked by papa tt land me in bugis.. haiz.. sim lim square is a damn boring
place for me.. -_-" straight after, dine @ the food centre and den shop for abt
half an hour ba.. (ok lahz, better than nothing) LOLZ!!!

came home and saw the surprise bee gave me... still very excited abt it! hope tt
the music playlist problem can be solved soon so tt u guys can enjoy them too..

NIGHT NIGHT...zzzzzZZZ...